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Things have changed for me, but that's ok . . .

i feel the same . . .

31 October
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...have some composure, where is your posture?...

Sydney-too old-gymnast-Rutgers University-HTHS-loves music-it's my life-Fall Out Boy-Panic At The Disco-scene-emo-"premo"-self obsessed-self conscious-insecure-and yet cocky-sarcastic-loves to have a good time-flirty-crazy-in love with Brendon Urie

the road outside my house
is pave with good intentions.
hire a construction crew
cause it's hell on the engine.
as i'm swimming through the stereo
i'm writing you a symphony of sound.

you have a dangerous face, an illegal taste,
and that strap is falling off your shoulder blade.
be patient, behave.
i used to waste my time dreaming of being alive,
now i only waste it dreaming of you.

if you talk, you better walk,
you better back your shit up with more than good hooks
while you're all under the gun.
you'll never make me leave, i wear this on my sleeve.
you wanna follow something? give me a better cause to lead.

this is a love song in my own way.
happily ever after below the waist.
hours pass and she still counts the minutes that i am not there.
i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this.

go ahead as you waste your days with thinking.
when you fall everyone stands.
another day and you've had your fill of sinking.
i am not afraid to keep on living.
i am not afraid to walk this world alone.

what you do on your own time is just fine.
my imagination is much worse.
drama doesn't follow me, it rides on my back.
i like the universe, but she messes with my words.
i'm not talking planets and galaxies,
and the distance just makes it worse.
when you said that you were falling apart,
i thought you meant that you were falling apart.

hooray for the madness.
we are better by design.
tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that i can't say.
tonight i'm writing you a million miles away.

i never thought that you could break me apart,
i keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart.
you wanna get inside? then you can get in line.
but not this time.
still things could be much worse,
natural disasters on the evening news.

1,2,3,4,5,6,9 and 10.
money cant buy you back the love
that you had then.
yes i know the feeling,
know you're leaving.
calm down, i'm calling you to say
i'm capsized, erring on the edge of safe.

you're a thief and a witch but i love you to death.
you steal my heart and curse under your breath.
but the one thing that i can most willingly prove,
is that when you are gone,
i'll be fine without you.
right back what is wrong, we move along...

...you're pulling the trigger all wrong...